Saturday 23 January 2016

 


Read back all those old post, feel myself like an idiot. definition of best friend? share story, laugh, hang out together, but none of it we did.

Love? people change over time, nothing stay forever. sweetness wont last, it was just temporary.

Wednesday 26 November 2014

Feeling low

Halooo.. I'm juz feeling low for this few days. Too many work to be done, assignment is reaching due date  day by day. But that is not worst, the worst most is I'm having self conflicts with my friends. Sometimes, I juz feel like don't want to talk to them. I have two close friends since I'm in sem 1. But lately, some 'hate' feeling is appeared towards one of my close friend. She is a good friend, but i don't like her when she acts like know everything but actually don't! She want to involve in everything even when I'm talking with my other friend. Does she know sometimes it is very annoying. Maybe u are friendly, but please don't over express it. One more, we use to walk together to class almost everyday, but then if she walked early, don't even let me know, and I'm like a fool to wait for her. I just just just can't accept for how she is doing, grrrr... I miss my best friend, especially when I'm in secondary school. They are just too nice for me and I found that those relationship is where it will last forever. I also do miss my special best friend. We didn't have a normal conversation for a very long time ady. Maybe it is true, we only know who treat us the best after all the things happened. Time shows everything. . Wish her to read my post, I'm really2 need her now T.T

Thursday 9 May 2013

Ex KMLian



wee, it is time to update blog :) yeah, i want to talk about my kml life this time, but as an ex-kmlian, hehe. many of my friends alredy did it(i mean talk about their matrik life), so now is my turn. first of all, i want to say a thousand times of thanks to my bff, which is Pika, Rini, Nazira, Bongsu, Cham n Trenna for being my good friends. accept who i am and alwayss there for me. hmm, nazira said i kuat merajuk. yeahh, that is the fact n im sensitive too.... hahaha, soryy ya if i always shows my bad side attitude.

then, i want to say thank to my roomates, Tikah, Era n Diane for their care, love, help n many more. that was my first time live at hostel for a very long time(1 year only bh), hee. but, i did learning many things from them. n also, merci Alai Nisaa. u bring lots of joy n fun to our room n also to me. I like u, i like ur attitude. u always did something make me smile. still remember or not? after the maths paper, when u came out from the exam hall, u hugged me. i was shocked, haha, u know what, none of my friends did that to me before, u r the first one :p actually im more to heartless type. but i did cry on the day i was leaving, means i was really sad to be separated with u all, huhu. 

typing in bm---- masa form5, cgu dan kwn2 slalu ckp matriks byk benda tu, sbb dlu sana tmpat terbiar, dkat hutan. tp syukurla, spnjg sy brada d kml tu, everythg is okayy. what a relief. nak share ckit, jgn tkut susa ketika menuntut ilmu, bcoz nothing is imposible. sy smsa skola menengah ambi sc stream, but tkar aliran perakauanan d matriks. n i manage to score 4.0 even i didnt hv any basic. as a conclusion(aisehh), process of learning is a long journey, never give up, put ur heart to do it, success is not far away from u.

last but not least, i would like to wish all of my matrik's friends can get the uni they have chose n always success in whatever they do. <3 ya





jue, nazira, cham, bong, rini





diane, me, era
tikah





alai nisaa & ling-ling



ira, sendra, me, pika
( xdpt upload pic kta bdua bos )




brandon, me, cham, darwin
( classmate since primary schl )


Wednesday 15 August 2012

Dady mumy, saranghae

Good everning :D hmm, today my dad brought me n my sis to kfc, hahaha. long time didnt spend time with my dad. dady's white hair has bertambah day by day, he is getting old, huhu. my relationship with my dad is not very good la as urs, we talk less at home. but it doesnt mean i dont care about him, i hope he knows i love him. he really has worked very hard to sustain my family. since i study at kml kan, sometimes, he will call me to ask my condition, hahaha, but everytime after he end called, i look the time, it didnt exceed 1 minute pun, so sekejap right. contrarily, i am close to my mum, but she seldom call me, sure is because she thought im busy all the time, so she dont want to disturb me, she just sent text, but her text always pendek2,. hmm, back home for holiday, many things has changed. mum becomes thin already, is her didnt get enough rest or what, im sad la.... huhu. but it bakar my semangat to study hard. 5 years more, then they no need to susah2 lg. i promise, wee :D

Wednesday 30 May 2012

New Life at KML

I am moving to my new school officially on 21th May 2012 --> Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan. hmm, tinggal dlm asrama, it was my first time :( kml's orientasi started on 21-25 may, it was not tough la as what i heard from senior b4. i juz dont like to stay in the school hall named as Dewan Mutiara 4 listening to their talk, bcoz it was super-duper hot. ada aircon mcm teda seja, keep sweating all the time, huh. but now, all of that was over, cant wait to start our class. K BYEE.





Saturday 24 March 2012

21/3/12 --> Day of realising SPM result

tiba dah masa yg tertunggu2 oleh semua pelajar spm 2011, pengambilan keputusan SPM, yeahh :)) pagi rabu tu awal sa bgn bg, bkn sbb excited, tp mau mkn ubat bh, hahaha. besa la, org sakit, klu mau cpt sembuh, harusla mamam ubat ikut masa. then, sempat lg on9 fb kjap, jam 8 lbh bru mandi. pas tu jam 10 pg skola. tiba seja luar gate, 1st sight nmpk c santing dgn lee, my classmates. then, my geng, cham, dora, diikuti dgn ben, michelle, rachel n darwin. lepak2 d kantin skola hmpir hmpir 1 jam, bru kna pgl pg msuk dewan ambi result. sejujur2nya la, sa tdk rasa pun nervous tu beberapa ari b4 take result, i also cant explain y. perasaan tu hnya muncul setelah tgk kwn2 ambi result dorg, rata2 5A jak. ketika tu, diriku mulai resah, brabis pukul kwn d tepi sa, hha(sorry, stress bh tu), nyesal sgt tdk blajar bgus2 4 this spm, tbyg andai i get below 5As, how i want to face my parents, they sure feel very dissapointed, thats things only i wonder. fortunately, during my turn to take my spm slip, there r 8As inside my slip, fuh, what a relief >< happy smpai hmpir mau nangis. the rest subjects i juz got B. thanks god, thanks also to my teachers 4 teaching me. without them, i'm nothing :))

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Friday 23 March 2012

PLKN life


huh, long time did update my blog. here, i want 2 share my experiences at kem plkn Sinar Jaya, Kota Belud. hmm, start writing in bm. hmm, start msuk kem 3jan2012, smpai jak sna, 1st person yg sa knl staff disiplin --> staff Patrick. then, daftar sgala, spnjg minggu tu xda buat papa aktiviti, juz dgr taklimat. 2nd week start dah program dia, msuk klas blajar. bykla modul dia, plg suka modul pembinaan karakter la, byk menyumbang pembaharuan dlm diri sa, ayat plg mantap 'MUSTAHIL KE BOLEH'. then, pd bln february lbh kpd aktiviti fizikal, berkayak. sukan karnival turut dianjurkan, byk acara dpertandingkn, antaranya: hahaha, rakit, kayak single n double, b.tampar, futsal, b.keranjang, b.jaring, ping pong, mmg best la. then, disusuli dgn aktiviti flying fox, kembara halangan, high rope n wirajaya. wirajaya msuk hutan, a nice experience ever, then ptandingan sorak tempur. yeah, dgn sukacita sa memberitahu, kompeni kmi menang, ALPHA the best, pa lg, triak brabis aa, hhe. then, minggu terakhir ptandingan kwn n penutupan. ~End~

di sini, tdk lupa jg mau ucapkan trima ksi kpd rakan2 satu dorm sa, blok 2 wati bh tu.
Penghuni2 blok 2:
1. kak nija (fans of one piece)
2. Mieyam (kanak2 riang)
3. Dina (cool ne bdk tau.. n thanks coz wake me up everyday)
4. Eyra ( bestie)
5. Umiey
6. Tijah
7. Dira (bestie)
8. Rini (my darling, c lenggang)
9. Pipie
10. maz (bdk kl)
11. esther (pelukis hbat)
12. suit quan
13. coco (kwn gila2)
14. Boon Ling (bdk straight A's)
15. Janice
16. Cherry
17. Grace (bestie, tdr sbelah katil)
18. Myna (nakal2 cket)
19. Siti (geng gduh, hhe)
20. Wanie (zamzam)
21. Cc (bestie)
22. 'myself'
23. Michelle
24. Kak bb (bb chan)

I love u all, always miss our sweet memories :))